Sunday, July 19, 2009

Saying Goodbye is the Hardest Thing To Do........

I knew ever since the start of my senior year that at the end there were going to be alot of goodbyes but I just now know the impact of them. I think for anyone seeing there closet friends leave yet alone for college is a hard thing to handle. My two best friends who I have been through eveything with both left me for college. One two opposite sides of the world one left for Duke and the other for San Fransico State. I had to really prepare myself for there departures because they both were leaving within a day of each other I was a wreck that entire week. I spent as much time as I could with them both we partied just about every night and we were with each other everyday. But I knew that routine was only for a short period of time the day finally came where it was time for them to leave. I went with my friends parents to drop him off at the air port and it was a very emotional thing to do. The day after was when my other best friend left it was another emotional day for me. Even though me knowing I would see them again sadly not until Thanksgiving Break it was still a hard thing to do. After they were both gone and setteled in at school I had know idea what to do with myself my usual routine of hanging with them was altered my entire life was altered. I then knew I had to venture out and be more adventerous and not always rely on my two best friends. In the end it was a positive thing for them to go away for college because I became much more closer with my other good friends and also made new friends I learned that you have to grow over time and not always depend on others in a way to fight your battles.

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